What if.....

What if you did not get any job?..What if you can't marry anyone?...What if no one want to help you?..What if you fail in exam?..What, what, and what. To many question in our head when our study will come to it's end soon. Many things will pop out. If you didn't have a job, no one want to couple with you, then if you do, you can't marry because you don't have money. We must have think of our future, right?. Well, nowadays, the are many alternatives for us to find a job. Every person can get a job, but it depends on the person itself whether want to accept it or not. If you didn't find the job you want, you can apply other job first while waiting for chances to apply the job that you want. As for me, before this, I work as a promoter in a  famous shopping mall in KL, it is known as KL SOGO. At first I like working there even though, actually I like working at hospital or clinic, I work there and earns money to support my life here. Then I get bored because the rules and regulation have change recently, and I don't like it. So I got a new job after that. Then I work in a banquet team in hotel such as Palace Of The Golden Horses, Prince, and The Mines. What I am trying to is, my work is too far from what I actually want, and far from the things that I studied before. I'm studying about medical and I'm going to have my diploma soon. I wish I can do part time job in any non-government clinic while studying or after finish studying. I have a friend in Sabah that have finish her form six, and she can work in a non-government clinic even though she doesn't have any diploma in medical. I want something like that too. I must get any job related to medical. I need money to pay my PTPTN loan. I want to pay it back in 10 years. RM600 per month to pay the loan and the rest to support my life. If I get married, I'll use all my salary to pay the loan, because my husband-to-be are the one that will support my life. Let say my salary is RM1200 each month, I can finish paying my loan in 5 years. I can't imagine that if I already have a baby, but still paying the loan, what will my baby eat??. A lot of money will be needed to raise a child. I think too deep about my future recently.[laugh then sigh]. Yeah, lots of things need to be done to make sure my future will be bright and brilliant. Work with little salary? Mmm..I will stress and freaked out if I work with little salary for more than 1 years. The highest salary I got working as a promoter is RM1000 in a month. I only get that much once. The lowest salary I got in a day is RM45. That is when I work with the banquet team in the hotel.  Working is tiring. Then you must hear this word "no pain no gain". So, just do any job as long as it is legal and  don't just think about your life now, but think about your future...!