Love: You Will Never Know It

I hope I can tell you what I feel now...but you will never know because I told you to never search me ever again. I want to hear your deep-inside apology. Its not that you don't want to be with me.I'm ok with that, because I also don't want to be with you anymore. But do you feel what I feel?...its been five years we are going out, being together with you is all that I want until the day we decide to break and find someone else. So thats it. I feel very stupid realizing that I can't be with you anymore, realizing that I give myself for nothing. At the end I got nothing! Well, I'm glad to hear that you are doing just fine and happy with your choice to be with other girl. As for me, as a girl, it is very hard for me at first, but I know there is someone out there that can heal my heart that dying inside. Then not long before that, God answer my prayer and give me a new love. I am happy with him, he heal my broken heart. I owe him. He is too far different from my ex. He contact me everyday, he don't mind if I say I love him everyday, I like it when he also say the words everyday and never bored. He never hurt me, he never scold me even I do something that hurt him. He is my angel. I hope I can be with him, I hope I can stay with him forever. I don't want to lose someone that I had dreaming of. He will always be in my mind. He is always there when I need him. He still contact me even he was busy with his work. That what I say love, that what I mean soulmate. I love you forever and ever Redlee.